I'm in home again.
If feels SO good to be here, around my family, eating mom's food, doing nothing besides watching tv and reading and more important than that...FEEL FREE TO RUN AROUND THE HOUSE! :D
I'm watching a brazillian show and pimpin' my blog. SWEET!
Did you guys just saw the new Rammstein video, "Pussy"? So geil!
One thing, don't you just hate when one of your favorite bands don't do ANY promotion in your country while they're doing it in the rest of Europe? I hate it, I know I live in a small country but I still can't help being disappointed.
Sick for Peace,
Cookie S.
2009/09/26
Day 2
So, this is my second day here. I’m on my second year of college and living “alone” for the very first time with two older girls who I really don't even know. But they’re nice, I guess. It's just their friends...rrrrrr....I don't like them THAT much, a little bit too cynical for my own taste but I’m trying to get used to it.
Ok, being honest with myself I’m hating this! My dream was to live alone in a fucking T0 not with a bunch of people I don’t really know and I’m not even interested in meeting. Like, I’m already tired of coming home and find strange people around the house, it’s SO weird and I’m always afraid to leave my personal stuff in my own room – which is costing me 150€ for god’s sake! – because I don’t even have a simple key to lock it. I’m becoming PARANOID with this and I feel so alone, it’s not even funny how my emo state is.
I think everybody is going out today (PLEASE! I SO HOPE IT’S TRUE!) so I’ll finally have the whole house to myself and I’ll be in peace. yay!
Don’t you just hate when you’re surrounded by people but you still feel pretty lonely? I feel that way all the time. It seems like my friends are all in little groups and I can’t fit in anyone. I almost feel uncomfortable around my own friends, is this normal? I just wish I had someone to hug me and make me feel good, who would always be there for me, but I don’t think I’ll ever find it and each day I realize I might never find it.
So, my friends are definitely going out today to have fun and I’m going to stay home reading a stupid book, pretending I went out, watching tv and probably crying myself out. How great this night will be?
Sick for Peace,
Ok, being honest with myself I’m hating this! My dream was to live alone in a fucking T0 not with a bunch of people I don’t really know and I’m not even interested in meeting. Like, I’m already tired of coming home and find strange people around the house, it’s SO weird and I’m always afraid to leave my personal stuff in my own room – which is costing me 150€ for god’s sake! – because I don’t even have a simple key to lock it. I’m becoming PARANOID with this and I feel so alone, it’s not even funny how my emo state is.
I think everybody is going out today (PLEASE! I SO HOPE IT’S TRUE!) so I’ll finally have the whole house to myself and I’ll be in peace. yay!
Don’t you just hate when you’re surrounded by people but you still feel pretty lonely? I feel that way all the time. It seems like my friends are all in little groups and I can’t fit in anyone. I almost feel uncomfortable around my own friends, is this normal? I just wish I had someone to hug me and make me feel good, who would always be there for me, but I don’t think I’ll ever find it and each day I realize I might never find it.
So, my friends are definitely going out today to have fun and I’m going to stay home reading a stupid book, pretending I went out, watching tv and probably crying myself out. How great this night will be?
Sick for Peace,
Cookie S. (:
Wouldn't be awesome if this manip was real? *__*
Wouldn't be awesome if this manip was real? *__*
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